Futurepast

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I pull myself apart I want to split this brain in half
I can't look back, I can't decide which path was best
what if I could do it again
I'm undecided most of the time, I won't remind myself of that
cause I'd want it back, I stretch my future deep into my past
left with a thick veil of thin skin
so here I'm stuck with dual selves
dueling with themselves
pulling daft feelings off the shelf
and never asking for help

(futurepast) x2

I reach within myself and find a void that's leaking black
so I push right back and send the light into my past
the future is now, it's what I lack
I can't decide which half is satisfied, one half might die
and that's when I begin decline, will I arise?

one half of me is all I can manage safely (futurepast)
the other side of me looks away (futurepast)

I need to figure out exactly where I'm going
and what I need to become to merge into one x2

so here I'm stuck with dual selves
dueling with themselves
pulling daft feelings off the shelf
and never asking for help
I pull myself apart I want to split this brain in half
I can't look back, I can't decide which path was best
what if I could do it again

one half of me is all I can manage safely (futurepast)
the other side of me looks away (futurepast)

you need to figure out exactly where you're going
and what you need to become to merge into one x2

one
i'm one
cause even if i'm
fifty/fifty I'm one
bitch i've won, one

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from 50/50, released September 13, 2014

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