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1.
Quest 03:34
enemies, enemies here I go on a quest
 I run away when life's a mess want to fly away and leave what's left
 desperate for a new substance
 I have to cope with this distress 
 lifelessness and these dead regrets 
 soft tenderness, guilty offense 
 call off this loss, a brand new quest your love has exposed me 
this guilt has exposed you 
I'm on a quest to rise above your senseless memory
 you enemy enemies, enemies, we are 
to a degree, arch nemeses, we are 
in love with each other's disease we are
 enemies is this a test? I want the next best 
left to die, left for dead
 death, from my last breath 
I'll axe the s, and leave you ex cause this lust has exposed me
 your lust is all I knew 
I'm on this quest to die a man that's worth more than 
my trust in you, enemy
2.
Try Again 04:09
I found the recipe consisting of the rest of me this could be the death of me but we will have to just wait and see cause if I don't try this I will die wondering what was the point of this (to try, try again) to walk the line, take my poison dance the night away let my heart beat further (so try, try again) I'm running at a pace I can barely keep up with breathing my heaviest my lungs will cease to exist but I need to chase it I need to find it I gotta know what is out there waiting for me I gotta get a hold on this and grab it if there's a chance I need to take it and never let it go I'm falling out of sync with these friends I can't keep up with taking that bitter pill that I would always resist but I need to take it to see the light that I know is shining out there in this sea just have to keep swimming til I find it there is a chance I will reach dry shore but never find a home
3.
Who You Are 04:31
living in a wasteland, sifting through the mud looking for some answers underneath the crud dirty old souls in a dirty old box recycle the brains and turn them into rocks grimy rotten tongues from the ones who spoke too much fake prosthetic faces boiled down to mush all the ugly people tore off all their skin exposing all their muscles and the beauty from within imperfection is perfection alteration is fabrication who you are is all that you are living in a wasteland, wading in the muck looking for some answers underneath the guck dirty old souls under lock and key until the truth is heard, they'll never be free free from their own cages where they lay in filth swimming in their own shit, they choose wealth over their health all the ugly people finally take control with their hands held in the air, they prove that they've got soul imperfection is perfection alteration is fabrication who you are is all that you are
4.
Pitch Black 03:35
left behind with this fragile mind I cannot go outside I want to hide but all that aside I will be a bright light we'll be the ones who light the way we'll use our hearts to glow in flame oh with the darkness creeping in it's pitch black pulled apart, we breathe it in and fix that up though I'd like to fall down on my knees I stand, I'd stand until I can't my legs are water-filled cacti lodged within the sand tree trunks that age with the land we'll be the ones who light the way we'll use our hearts to glow in flame oh with the darkness creeping in it's pitch black pulled apart, we breathe it in and fix that up each day I grow while at my weakest, all alone I look ahead, I find the zone distant totem poles of old memories I sold stories left untold
5.
Victim 03:49
a family portrait hanging on the wall no sign of me anywhere, anywhere at all the man in the photograph, he is not me you can look if you want to, but me you'll never see 'cause I'm a victim of change a lesson in life I can't rearrange yeah I'm a victim of change a lesson in life I can't rearrange a broken mirror, I'm reflectionless no visibility, an invisible mess the man in the mirror, he is not me you can look if you want to, but me you'll never see 'cause I'm a victim of regret a moment in life I will never forget yeah I'm a victim of regret a moment in life I will never forget i see you, you see me we're all victims of reality
6.
Rain 03:19
as an old man I'm boring wont wake in the morning I'm standing in the rain late at night washing all my cares away thinking of a time in a better life I know that I will make it there someday rain, rain, don't go away I need you now more than you even know rain, rain, don't leave me yet I need you now to wash the pain away as an old man I'm boring wont wake in the morning I'm standing in the rain, late at night washing all my cares away thinking of a time where we could get along I know that we'll be friends again someday rain, rain, don't go away I'm not ready to face this light alone rain, rain, don't leave me yet I'm completely lost without you as an old man I'm boring don't wake in the morning rain, rain, don't go away don't go away rain, rain, don't go away don't go away keep raining, keep pouring been feeling so lonely
7.
The Trap 04:01
life this light this strife this plight my sight my might fiery nights fear of heights cold as ice its fight or flight the price isn't right so shine so bright and rise like the flyest kite when you're walking down this road alone and you find there's no place to go you'll try to empty your guts (on the floor) when your soul is so full, it shows in your eyes a sadness grows you can't let go of it (there's so much more) just the other day, i followed a trail into darkness there was something I wanted to say, but I forgot every word vaguely remember everything, I'm desperate for air in this vacuum I said I'd put the gun away, if I find the dessert I deserve when you're walking down this road alone and you find there's no place to go you'll try to empty your guts (on the floor) when your soul is so full, it shows in your eyes a sadness grows you can't let go of it (there's so much more) life's got a hold on me, I dance with a demon in darkness there was something I forgot to say, so I lost my reward and I can't explain this hurt away, it follows me into the light years I fall away, I am the dirt
8.
All the Same 04:49
eenie meenie miney mo where is it you want to go? here or there, or anywhere it's all the same, it's all the same frozen in time, a broken mind a shattered vision, left behind feel the earth crumble beneath your feet covered in shame, showered in defeat it's all the same eenie meenie miney mo where is it you want to go? here or there, or anywhere it's all the same, it's all the same a shot in the dark, a kind remark with hopes held high, you lose your spark the memories fade, can't reverse your age you took a quick glance before you turned the page it's all the same
9.
I'm telling you that this is for the better I want you to know that I, I can't hold on forever and all I wanna do is go home, all I wanna do is go home but here I stand waiting for you to leave me (it's so goddamn hard) what don't you understand (to keep from breaking hearts) what do I have to say (we've taken things too far) things didn't go the way we planned (there will be no fresh starts) so we should go our own way (forever wandering) this is the way it should be (we're just two lonely souls) this I can surely say (our bodies staggering) things didn't click between us (our hearts are empty holes) so this should be our last day yes. this should be our last day I'm telling you that this is for the better I want you to know that I, I can't hold on forever and all I wanna do is go home, all I wanna do is go home but here I stand waiting for you to leave me (I tried to talk it out) you never said a word (although my tongue was tied) you never even cared (if I could I would shout) I took a chance with you (but I felt empty inside) I should have never dared (my fears took hold of me) you wouldn't tell me the truth (and they would not let go) you and your lying eyes (I was too scared to see) I stare right back at you (all that you had to show) I see through your disguise I see through your disguise I'm telling you that this is for the better I want you to know that I, I can't hold on forever and all I wanna do is go home, all I wanna do is go home but here I stand waiting for you to leave me
10.
Diving In 03:44
we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten we will not be forgotten
11.
this is a surprise party that I was not invited to but it was meant for me celebrating the death of my youth I know I haven't done right (from year to year, it all becomes a little more clear) but try as I might (I've grown sore and I'm torn) I can't fight it looking back at my own past (despite this hell, I've learned to convince myself) I tend to end what could have lasted (that there is so much more) must find a new passion I can't know what's next the future is uncertain, of this I'm sure the only certainty we will become dust, deep in the dirt this ghost follows me through the trees and the alleyways I cannot escape it's like a rabid dog salivating sometimes its asleep and I'm free to live unafraid but its always in my dreams it hides deep in my subterranean sea and I keep swimming
12.
Empty Spaces 02:48
all these empty spaces (give us room to breathe) the loneliness is a constant (if we can't be happy) with ourselves and our lives (and what we have inside) filling that emptiness (with your wandering eyes) I dance alone all the time I dance alone all the time I move along just fine all those empty faces (that you cannot see) their ever-reaching touch (is what sucks the life out from me) we have ourselves and our lives (and what we make inside) filling the emptiness (with these wondrous times) all these empty spaces (give us room to breathe) the loneliness will remain (around us if we want the pity) on ourselves in their eyes (show what you have inside) fill this emptiness (with a wonderful shine) and dance alone all the time dance along with this shine we move along while we dance alone all the time we dance alone all the time maybe one day we'll find.
13.
standing in line up against the wall waiting for someone to call to call my name and ask me why why have I chosen to die? well I don't know why, I just didn't think when the pain inside began to sink of all the good things I had in this life I never understood the heart and the knife the heart, the knife what a perfect place for the blade to reside the hole in my heart, the place I would hide I'd hide what I'd build up, I'd hide my fears I'd turn my back, I'd dry the tears I'd put on a mask, so I couldn't breathe and so you wouldn't see the true side of me a faceless face, a shrouded heart buried truth in lies, made me fall apart the heart, the knife well I don't know why I was so goddamn cruel I could see it in your eyes, you knew that I was a fool a fool who played god with his own damn life I just didn't understand the heart and the knife
14.
stepping outside of my bubble I'm stepping into the light getting myself into trouble doing what I think is right you can have me if you want me I'm opening myself up I feel the world all around me I'm never giving up wont you join me on the other side? we can fight, two worlds will collide stepping into another room full of life and love, we ought to consume it put me in a trance, had to take a chance fighting for a dance in a world of romance losing my way is not an option no wrong turns allowed in a world sometimes stranger than fiction I stand out from the crowd making my way through the people I'll ask you your name will you join in my circle? and play the game? wont you join me on the other side? we can fight, two worlds will collide stepping into another room full of life and love, we ought to consume I want to join you on the other side we will fight, our worlds will collide dancing into the other room there's a life and love, we have to consume
15.
tonight we will light the streets with lighter apps we know our way through the night we don't need any digital maps we can see all of our flaws and we will kick them in the ass and then we'll march through the night and we will dance on broken glass let's march on through the night 'til the skies light up our eyes let the sun warm our hearts we no longer need to lie we will march on, you can't stop us we will march on through the night tomorrow will be a happy day tomorrow, all the pain will go away tomorrow will be a better day as we march on and on and on and on through the night
16.
Futurepast 10:02
I pull myself apart I want to split this brain in half I can't look back, I can't decide which path was best what if I could do it again I'm undecided most of the time, I won't remind myself of that cause I'd want it back, I stretch my future deep into my past left with a thick veil of thin skin so here I'm stuck with dual selves dueling with themselves pulling daft feelings off the shelf and never asking for help (futurepast) x2 I reach within myself and find a void that's leaking black so I push right back and send the light into my past the future is now, it's what I lack I can't decide which half is satisfied, one half might die and that's when I begin decline, will I arise? one half of me is all I can manage safely (futurepast) the other side of me looks away (futurepast) I need to figure out exactly where I'm going and what I need to become to merge into one x2 so here I'm stuck with dual selves dueling with themselves pulling daft feelings off the shelf and never asking for help I pull myself apart I want to split this brain in half I can't look back, I can't decide which path was best what if I could do it again one half of me is all I can manage safely (futurepast) the other side of me looks away (futurepast) you need to figure out exactly where you're going and what you need to become to merge into one x2 one i'm one cause even if i'm fifty/fifty I'm one bitch i've won, one

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released September 13, 2014

Produced by Alan & Matt Abulencia

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